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这不属于我的心,因找到主人而兴奋。
这不属于我的心,不断把主人藏心底。

这不属于我的心,很害怕被主人拒绝。
这不属于我的心,很期待与主人再聚。

这不属于我的心,分秒要在主人附近。
这不属于我的心,把我拉到主人身边。

属于我的意志,就这样被不属于我的心给虏获了。。。

你有没有想过? 也许,情侣是命中注定的?
在两人出生前,上帝把两人的心给调换了。
男生女生,一踏入人间就与自己的心失散。
男生女生,渐渐长大开始自己的寻心之旅。
男生女生,旅程上碰到许多的错心与错人。
男生女生,旅程上碰到许多的挫折与伤痛。

但天涯海角、天大地大,总有一天找得回属于
自己的心、自己对的另一半。
就和这文章一样,反复的读,总觉得少了点什么。。。
也许文章也是少了另一半吧?

By Jane Chan

New relationships

When you are old enough and have been through enough relationships, you would like to think that you can separate the good from the bad. See the special ones coming and grab it with both hands. The thing with relationships is that, it is often rare for both to feel exactly the same way about each other… you are both attracted to each other of course, but one may be think of it more like a fling, where as the other may think of it as a long term thing. It is oh so rare to find that someone who treasures you as much as you cherish them…

Unfortunately, even when you find that someone and knows that he or she is special, because what you have see and been through… it might be exactly that (both of your past/history) that’s stopping the relationship from proceeding. Both of you have been badly hurt, and none of you want to go through all that pain again. How do you continue from there? Both of you want it so much, but are afraid to get burnt… Yes, it requires that leap of faith… both of you need to make the jump together and believe that the other person won’t hurt you and let you fall.

Well, I am standing at the cliff edge, with my arms stretched out…ready to make the leap…. will he take my hands and jump with me?

Oh so true… My similar situation in Jane’s context… I am ready to make my leap but perhaps I will be jumping off alone to yet another deeper valley…

我的确有目的,但并非阴谋诡计。我的目的就是把深爱的人留在身边,用我的一生爱护、守护、照顾、珍惜她,给她幸福的日子。。。

就这么简单也不行吗?就这么简单也有错吗?

也许,我应该放手。让祖替我铺路 。让他主导一切。让他决定一切。

两只小猪,两只小猪。
爱睡觉!爱睡觉!
一只吃个不停,一只大便不停。
真奇怪!真奇怪!

一、有情有义有始有终的男人从喜欢上你的第一天起,你就是他的全部,你是地球,他就是月亮,你的笑脸就是他的好心情。有了你,他不会再把视线转移到别的女性身上,服侍你是他的终身事业。遇到这样的男人,不要计较他有没有钱,有没有地位,有什么好的工作,跟他一辈子,就是幸福。

二、浪漫温情优雅高贵的男人
他的袖口永远扎得那样整齐,皮鞋上永远不会沾染灰尘,没有一句粗俗的话语,永远那样沉着,洒脱,微笑的在你需要的时候出现。

这样的男人可遇不可求,也许你们只有一起喝咖啡或者赏月的缘份,但是他的贵族气质,绅士风度会让你留恋一辈子,所以碰到这样的男人,如果氛围适合,情调相宜,不要拒绝,也不要犹豫。

三、性格爽直豪放粗犷的男人

也许他不拘小节,爱耍贫嘴,常爱惹你生气,可有人欺侮人的时候,他会用坚实的臂膀来保护你。他为了你努力工作,为了你做许多傻事却不让你知道,他受伤了也 不要你担心,他爱在女人中间周旋,喝醉了甚至跟别的女人上床,可是最疼爱的还是你。在这种爱的保护下,女人会更像小女人,如果你喜欢做小女人的话,跟他 吧。

四、文弱古板性格木讷的男人

这种男人是男人中的璞玉,需要耐心的雕琢。他们相信爱情,沉迷于爱情,却不会表达爱情。

也许他不太懂得生活,常把现实与书本相比较,可是他真诚,他不会在你的每一话去寻找话外音,他可以一辈子只要你一个女人。如果你贫穷,他愿意为你改变,如果你富有,他会是个更优秀的男人。因为不管对待家庭还是事业,他都会用积极向上的心态去面对。
虽然他不会讲笑话,可是他也许会写一些让你感动的诗,他害怕跟别的女生交往,你的怀抱就是他最舒心的最自在的场所,找个这样的男人,如果你是个心态复杂的女人。

五、自命不凡骄横跋扈

这种男人在每一种事情上都会自以为是,他不听取任何人的意见,也可以说他很有见解。这种男人独立性强,为他献身其次,重要的是要征服他,让他成为你的人。 如果成功的话,他就会是个脱胎换骨的千金不换的回头浪子。这样的男人通常成为成功男的概率是百分之九十九点几,如果跟了他,也许也下辈子什么都不用愁了。

六、处男

其实女人跟男人一样,女人也有处男情结,现代社会男人这么放荡,如果有个处男摆在你面前的话,不用说,送给你八个字,“宁可错上,也不放过”。据说,男人对自已的第一个女人会有一种难以割舍的复杂的倦念。

如果能得到这样的男人,他也许会因为失身与你而忽视你身上所有的缺点,然后学着成年的男人照顾你,爱护你,还会偶尔在你面前撒撒娇,因为第一次他并不强大,可是只有你知道。想当大女人的话,找处男吧。

我想我是一、四与六的混合体。。。

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Harrassment

Posted on: July 12, 2006

I was sitting at the bus stop bench, waiting for 184 which I just missed the previous. I messaged Zhi Kai asking what time he ends class tomorrow because I want to catch Pirates of the Caribbean on the opening day.

I closed my Samsung X300 after messaging and looked up. A middle aged man was in front of me. He smiled and waved at me lecherously… I turned away to look for my bus. He walks over to block my view while continuing to look at me…

I am totally lost. I really did not know what to do. I turned back to the front, trying to pretend nothing is happening. I wanted to confirm he was looking at me so I turned back and pretend to look for my bus. I peeked and he was still looking and smiling at me…

Shit! What am I supposed to do? Ask if he needs anything? Scream vulgarities at him? Call the police? What the hell exactly is he doing? I hate being scrutinised from head to toe…

I continued to feign ignorance and he boarded 187 after-which… Thank goodness… Was I just harrassed or what? Either he’s gay, mentally unsound or I don’t know… First time I am getting this and it is done by a MAN?! No no, first of all, I don’t even want to get harrassed…

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不知道是不是我多疑,还是我多心了。。。总是觉得有些人一直在我背后做小动作。

似乎想暗算我。
似乎想要看见我失败。
似乎想摧毁我。

是仇家吗
是我身边的人吗
是我以为要好的朋友吗?

人心难料啊!还是防人之心不可无,因为人心险恶啊!

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In a while’s time, I will be going to get my medical declaration signed by a doctor and get a tetanus immunisation for my SERVE Cambodia 2006 trip. I hate needles…

I have to admit I do regret a little signing up for SERVE Cambodia. However, I cannot pull out now. In fact, I am forcing myself to go. I paid the $388, photocopied my passport and am now going to get my tetanus jab.

I am afraid I will miss home, I cannot adapt to doing such community work, I will face difficulities staying there for 15 long days… Nevertheless, I have to go because it is now or never…

Vengeance

Posted on: January 16, 2006

I think I am losing myself. I realise I don’t know myself more and more… This is just not me… Anyone to pull me back…?

Today, we received our WCOM project report back. It was a total disaster. I was marked down to 81% of the 21 / 30. I ended up with 17 / 30 only. Yes, I do admit that I did not put in my full effort into the project. Yes, I do admit that I did not contribute much to the project. However, I deny that I wanted to be a freerider. I did what I was told, and within my capabilities.

I just don’t understand why are there irrational people who 公报私仇 (take personal revenge through work). If you want to mark me down in appraisal, at least give me a reason and give me a chance to fight for myself.

Why did I always tell you to consult Xhi Ween, it was because I don’t want you to misunderstand that I am critical of your work because of you. It’s not that I don’t care about the project and that I trusted him. Why wasn’t I able to do the Methodology of the report, it was because my laptop was sent for servicing. I believe all of you knew that fact. I wanted to do it when we meet, but Xhi Ween finished my work instead. Did I not want to do what I need?

I know who are the ones that marked me down… This is not the end… I guess it’s each man for himself now…

这一切,都是钱在作怪。。。 我对成绩的坚持都获罪于上得了大学。 我对大学的坚持都获罪于得到一份高薪的好工作。 我对高薪的好工作的坚持获罪于能够得到多点钱过好日子。 我想我也说了很多次了。。。

当我成为钱的奴隶时,我已经失去自我。。。 我讨厌我自己这样。。。 充满抱负的心肠。。。 爱情被利用,就想着报仇。 成绩被陷害,就想报仇。 是我忘了自己还是我越来越来不懂我自己?我想一定是我忘了。。。 我的思想寸不离钱与物质。。。 有人愿意救救我吗?救得了吗?

本来假期想去打份工,赚点零用钱。。。 但是,我想去间寺庙修点行比较好。。。 让我回到正道,也许一去就不回头也是一件好事。。。

宝贝儿

Posted on: January 15, 2006

Hi people! I am so sorry about my absence… The blog seems stagnant for the past week with just a post on Monday and Quizzes on Tuesday and Friday. I just didn’t had anything to write… Life is just like before. Going to school, coming home, surfing on the laptop, watch TV and sleep… I am not sure if I had been busy during the week… I had stuff to complete which I did, but still had time for TV.

I have been filling up my time watching Lovers in Paris this weekend… 21/28 episodes completed.

Back to the topic, 宝贝儿。

今天,介绍一下我喜欢哪类型的女生。。。 她,除了样貌之外,主要需要五样条件。
不分先后:

  1. 自信
  2. 气质
  3. 坚强
  4. 直率
  5. 可爱

她必须有自信。 她必须认为自己很漂亮。 当然,她也必须有几分姿色,要不就太不要脸了。。。 她必须有气质。 我喜欢一个能, 一出现就能, 吸引全场人的注意力的女生。 喜欢一个气质非凡,出众的女生。。。 她必须要坚强。 无论遇到什么问题都不会打倒她。 当然也要有虚弱的时候,让我能安慰她。。。 她必须直率。 有什么就说出来,不必钻牛角尖。 我要她诚恳而不是虚伪。她必须要可爱。 我说的不是样貌上的可爱,而是言行举止。逗趣好玩,才有生活乐趣嘛。。。

说了这么多,其实我到底喜欢哪类型的女生,我始终不知道。。。 我想是看太多《巴黎�?�人》,照着姜苔玲写了这些。。。 但是,我还蛮喜欢她的角色。。。 也许,会是个好的模范。。。

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